Tuesday, July 9, 2024

Natalie!

About me:   My name is Natalie Melanson, I am writing under a penname...... E. L. Tarantino! That is one account! The other is this one! I Like piercings, tattoos, and scarves as well as cobra Kai and star trek T.J. Newman novels! My pen name is inspired by the Quentin Tarantino movies! Also my musician name is elena Fevertree, I currently play guitar, Ukulele, kalimba thumb piano, steel tounge drum, keyboard and will be playing the jaw harp!

my vibe is more counter culture and folk punk when it comes to music! With a dash of throat singing and keyboard! I do dress funny at times also I like 6+ tattoos, 8 piercings and sometimes a potty mouth! I do have a boyfriend

My favourite time to be alive is at the spooky season (autumn) and Halloween! I still go trick or treating and I am a nerd who love YouTubing and stargazing!

If you want to know why I write it is because I have PTSD and I want to help people the best way possible who have the same condition! Also I just like writing! My favourite colour is blue! And my iq is 196- though I don't look or some times act like it!!!

1. DRAWN TO THE NORTH STAR

Are you drawn to the bright North star in the sky more so than any other system or constellation? Does it have a specific pull over you? Do you want to learn more about it, even if you’re not sure why? This is a very strong sign of Polarian starseed origin, or at the very least, a past life incarnation in this system.


2. CONSTANTLY SEARCHING FOR PURPOSE OR MEANING

Polarian starseeds always seem to be searching for their purpose and meaning on Earth. They’re longing to find their ‘guiding North Star’ if you like. 

Oddly, Polarians tend to think they’ve found their mission and purpose only to then feel flat and deflated after a few weeks or months of following this path. 

The cycle of searching, trying, and rejecting then continues. Many Polarians feel directionless or lost on Earth.

3. YOU SEEK OUT ADVENTURE AND EXPERIENCES

Do you crave meaningful experiences over possessions and material wealth? Polarians see the value in time and memories. These are the type of starseeds to have bucket lists, a list of things to do and see before they leave their physical 3D body.


They also have strong family and friendship values, though this doesn’t prevent them from feeling isolated and alone throughout their life. 

Just because they value it doesn’t mean relationships are easy for these starseeds. Many face envy, jealousy, and copious amounts of hate in their lives.

4. STRONG KUNDALINI AWAKENING

kundalini awakening is a form of divine feminine energy that originates at the base of the spine. It awakens when there are sudden changes in your body, mind, and spirit. 

You can think of it as a mass activation of every cell in your body, though this is much stronger than your average spiritual awakening.


Polarians typically go through deep and rapid awakenings as they progress on towards spiritual enlightenment.

5. LOYAL

Polarian starseeds are loyal, almost to a fault. They make the best partners in relationships, and will always have someone’s back when they need them most. 

They hold the people around them in unconditional positive regard, showing complete acceptance and support. 

That is until someone crosses them. Whilst they struggle to cut people out of their lives, they will do so if they’re harming their emotional wellbeing. 

6. STRUGGLES TO MAKE DECISIONS

Polarians are always searching for the next answer, the next venture, the next opportunity, and with that comes confusion. 

Which path should they take? Which decision is best? They might spend hours, days, or even weeks weighing up the pros and cons before making a choice.


Analysis-paralysis is a Polarian’s middle name.

7. SUFFERED FROM TRAUMATIC BACKGROUND OR CHILDHOOD

Did you have a difficult childhood? Did you feel alienated based on the experiences that happened to you? 

Polarian starseeds have an unusually triggering background that results in a lot of stuck trauma in adulthood. This can cause all sorts of somatic symptoms and even result in mind-body connection issues. 

8. HIGHLY POLARISED

Do you suffer from all or nothing thinking? Is something either a complete success or a complete failure? Does everything seem very black and white? 

This is a classic Polarian trait and comes from their perfectionistic side – usually a sign of high self-criticism in an attempt to prove themselves worthy. Worthy to who? It’s not always obvious. 

Sometimes, it starts as a simple feeling to reach their full potential and so they push themselves really hard to achieve. 


9. MULTIPOTENTIALITE – LOTS OF INTERESTS, PASSIONS

You’ve started one project only to find another one has already piqued your interest. Before you know it, you’ve ditched the other one entirely. 

Polarians are highly intelligent beings and have a deep thirst for knowledge. They’re true multipotentialites! 

They maintain lots of interests and passions at once. If an unawakened or ‘unconcious starseed’ they might even suffer from ‘interest burnout’. This is a trait shared by Sirian starseeds too.

10. LOVE MYSTICAL FANTASY LANDS

Polarian starseeds have incredible imaginations and love anything mystical, magical, and fantasy related. You’ll frequently find them reading fiction, immersed in fantasy games, and exploring unusual theories. 

They love supernatural characters and make-believe worlds. They might have even had many imaginary friends as a child.


11. EMPATHIC & GENTLE IN NATURE

Like many starseeds, Polarians are caring, compassionate, and empathic in nature. 

They can read other people’s body language and can easily put themselves in someone else’s shoes. They’re incredibly understanding of other people’s needs. 

12. DEEP CONNECTION WITH ANIMALS, NATURE, AND TREES ESPECIALLY

Do you feel a special connection with animals? Do you feel grounded surrounded by Mother Nature? Do you feel at peace amongst greenery? 

Polarians make some of the most incredible animal communicators, drawing upon their ancient knowledge and wisdom to bring all types of healing to the Earth. 

Ecology, conservation, and dendrology are potential topics of interest.


13. PERFECTIONISTIC, HATES CHAOS

This might not apply to all Polarians, but generally, they like routine, order, and structure

Though, they’re very happy to shake things up when their life feels stale and stagnant. They generally hate chaos and have perfectionistic tendencies.

14. STRUGGLES TO KNOW HOW TO CREATE A NEW REALITY

With so many ideas floating around their head, they struggle to know what to do and when to implement a new reality. 

They might follow many different paths before hitting on a handful of ideas they believe could change the vibration of Earth.

15. VERY CREATIVE

These beautiful souls are very expressive and make for brilliant writers, designers, and artists. 

They tend to be introverted with these gifts, very rarely sharing them with others. It’s more of a self-healing practice.


They are great at coming up with new ideas and lines of thought, often finding out-of-the-box solutions.

16. STRUGGLES SOCIALLY

Polarians generally struggle to maintain social relationships, through no fault of their own though. 

Because their light is so bright, they act as giant mirrors to others, reflecting back what others choose not to see within themselves. 

This can cause others’ core wounds to be triggered, causing all sorts of negative emotions to rise; envy and jealousy being the most prominent. 

17. SPIRITUALLY GIFTED

Polarians aren’t the most spiritual starseed type, but they are highly gifted with many, often undiscovered spiritual gifts and abilities

They’re especially skilled at clairvoyance, shamanism, herbalism, energy medicine, automatic writing, and tarot.

18. DESIRE TO LEARN AND KNOW MORE ABOUT OUR UNIVERSE

Polaris, their guiding star is in the same location every night from dusk to dawn, neither rising nor setting. This is what makes Polarian energy so unique.


But it’s also what keeps their energy so spiritually high. This is why they carry the energy of the sage, or wisdom seeker, and have a deep desire to learn and know more about our universe.

Other Traits Might Include;

  • A love of travel and other cultures
  • Frequently spotting animal symbolism and synchronicities
  • Receiving many messages from the divine all at once
  • A deep connection to spirit guides, even if they don’t know what they look like
  • Very intuitive, has strong gut feelings about situations and people
  • Can communicate with the deceased
  • Has visions of an ancient civilization, as though they’ve lived there in another life
  • Can develop a strong aversion to humans if mistreated in this lifetime
  • Has a desire to become a leader or teacher (in any field)
  • Gets on well with Lyran starseeds in particular
  • Might also be drawn to work with Draconians (the light kind – there’s a huge misconception surrounding this type).
Who do I want to meet:    writers, artist, musician, photographer, models [non nsfw ], PTSD warriors, aspies, authentic people, polite people, people from other cultures, follow LGBTQIA, intelligent people, astronomers, stargazer and the spice girls


who I don’t like to meet:  religious robots, haters, hateful people, gore accounts, NSFW accounts, rude people, cyberbullies, ACAB, or downright idiotic!


 ~thank you


Interests:   tattoos, piercing, writing, reading, penpaling, art, photography, modeling, music, listening to music, Halloween, spooky stuffy, creepypasta, sci-fi, fantasy, drawing, painting, nature photography, nature, shamanism, crystals, astronomy, stargazing, walking, moongazing, newage, astrology, tarot, eating, facepaint, wattpad, quotev, fanfiction, Amazon, world events, genealogy, languages, Tibetan - languages, story telling, makipe up, some fashion, mindfulness, goth culture, YouTubing






Music: Insane clown posse, perty- the virtue singer, limpbizkit, Marylin Manson, spice girls, backstreet boys, aqua, Britney Spears, bundox, oujia Mac, abk, violent j, shaggy 2 dope, Slipknot, otep, murderdolls, bew*tched, *nsync, Rickie Martin, sugar jones, longhouse, lady gaga, peter Schiller, scooter, daft punk, sting, David Bowie!









Movies: The labyrinth, dark crystal, lord of the rings, nightmare before Christmas, American history x, black klansman, kill bill, j. edgar, flight 93, syriana, vantage point, blood diamond,  kite runner , beauty and the beast but not Disney version, united 93, saw, hostel, Halloween, mostly anything but kids stuff!











Tv:  The Bears lair, king of the hill, simpsons, desperate, housewives, dark crystal, stranger things, greys anatomy, cobra Kai, bobs burgers, aptn, american horror story, penny dreadful, FBI files, new detectives,forensic files, x-files, skinwalker ranch, ghost adventures, worlds most dangerous places, dark crystal!









Books: Worlds most dangerous places, falling, drowning, some graphic novels, stand, it, Cosmos, kite runner, Memorial Day, lord of the rings, the sun’s heart beat, Dreamtime, warrior cats, silverwing trilogy, your going to live longer, half-bars in white regalia, astronomy and stargazing books/magazines, Arabian nights, adult colouring books, crescent city, fourth wing, tipping the velvet, Anne frank, hamelet, Macbeth,  outsiders, stones!







Hereos: Trevor Henderson, violent j, Lisa scottoline, Stephen king, Judi picoult, shaggy 2 dope,  Robert young pelton,  roly west, Bailey Sarian, S.E. Hintin, William Belle,  my chosen family, my readers, my father, Bruce Lee 

my vibe is more counter culture and folk punk when it comes to music! With a dash of throat singing and keyboard! I do dress funny at times also I like 6+ tattoos, 8 piercings and sometimes a potty mouth! I do have a boyfriend

My favourite time to be alive is at the spooky season (autumn) and Halloween! I still go trick or treating and I am a nerd who love YouTubing and stargazing!

If you want to know why I write it is because I have PTSD and I want to help people the best way possible who have the same condition! Also I just like writing! My favourite colour is blue! And my iq is 196- though I don't look or some times act like it!!!

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