July 17, 2024

The one thing I do not like are these religious robots I called them robots cause I don’t think they’re actually human telling me that I am going to hell because of my genetic wiring let’s put it that way my orientation!   It is any of their business wired. Does it matter if I made or white or bowls in this case does this mean that that is a sin who I find that to be a very aggravating thing with some people is that they don’t allow themselves to be human and just except humanity That being said, I ended up getting him almost very angry with one person because this is what they said they said that “ lesbian sinner of Satan!” As centre of sane is certainly not a sin of God, a sinner of Satan as someone who is in the opposite of in my opinion, and that being said, I think that this is where I’m a good person person and that person was actually asked to be honest with you you!  

That being said, I don’t like these kind of people. I’ve had a deal with them most of my life in elementary school, especially in elementary school because you could not be human. You had to be a robot that being said it was like being in prison, but you were able to go home without warm From the people who run the building that being said, I thought it was more of a prison than anything else to be in Catholic school, especially elementary school at the time !

That being said, I don’t take cyber bullying or bullying seriously is that is really it can be serious. Yes it can be but to be more of a joke. I remember telling my mother one time that I didn’t care about the bullies or gave a crap about there Existence in this world, as if trying to say that I am telling them to F off in a more polite manner by saying I don’t care about their existence in my opinion!let’s say that it did sound a little psychopathic or dark cry to say that I didn’t care about someone’s existence, but you’ve dealt with these types of people as much as I have who are dark triad, and you will end up wanting to not care about their existence either or their opinions on the world that being said, I found that when I started gauging my ears, that’s when this stuff starts spilling out of my mouth. Do I care about the bullies and the dark triad People in general no I do not because I just didn’t care about them to begin with. I’ve dealt with more dark triad people than a law enforcement officer that being said that’s pretty sad to be honest with you to tell you the truth about my life!   I’ve lost count after my boyfriend tried to cheat on me and really tried to lie about it that I gave up counting how many dark triad people were around me in my life I could care less in my opinion if you know what I mean, I was trying to Apathetic care of the dark triad trades and some people, especially the people owning these trades. I thought they were just horrible human beings. If you want to put the word human being loosely that is there are more like dogs that have been horribly Experimented on with her head if you know what I mean, I don’t know what would mean, but I would mean that they were screwed up to begin with as if human experiments gone wrong!That being said I end up one Marcie A girl that was really obviously dark triad. She was the one that said lesbian centre of Saint and I was like you’ve got a fucking kidding me. I didn’t say anything, but the people in the other group were saying a lot of things about how they were being more or less evil!   Talk about your own words!

That being said, I just hope this Marcy person will end up getting the bud end of karma. I don’t use that as a weapon. I just use that as a way of saying well it is going to come do it is what it is. You acted like a shit so you get shit I remember one friend telling me you do shit you get shit That being said I have said that many times in my life with people well you’re just gonna get sad and you’re gonna get it right back to you that being said I did not find that I care about people who do shit they will get shit one day in return from the universe ! Again, trying not to use this weapon I’m just saying this is what happens when you cross the wrong person or across any person for that matter and then try to use this in a way that will be beneficial your morals to be more beneficial for you than anything else that being said, I find this truly aggravating, and I find that truly aggravating people And will end up getting themselves in trouble with the universe. They’re very God that they created in the first place to help them spread the hatred, the cramming it right in their mouth and the stupid thing that really applies to them more than applies to someone of the LGBTQ community or anyone for that matter that is actually human. I finally these people are robots and they will end up being Attacked by karma I’m not saying this to being mean but it is what it is karma will come and get the haters the jobs or anyone else for that matter who are not right I don’t go around chicken hunting half the time a juggalo termFor someone who Who just doesn’t like people is a chicken. And let’s just say I don’t take poultry kindly!

A lot of the ideas of the subculture the Insane Clown Posse subculture I find has a lot of meaning about what it means to be human and speaks the truth when people obviously cannot speak the truth themselves this music I find helps me a lot my life and helps me find my balance that I need to get through the day, I find that this is more important to say well we’re only family. We’re only human that being said I wish people would agree more to that than just the organized religion that causes Hatred and fear in the world!  

I would really like to get back at some of these robots but as I said, I do not wanna get into trouble so I just let karma deal with these idiots and I don’t mean my  friend karma, but I man, as in the force of the universe balancing itself I find that the big dipper usually has inside for the Jefferson, the haters who are going to go and kick it up everything and ruin everything for everyone else that being said the big gift will dump one day on these imbeciles who like to think that religion means being human and that anything beyond that is sinful and stupid and stuff like that which is not really the truth. Think about how many people are mad who have been religious and hateful towards everyone else I including myself and then we end up going around finding people who are not religious enough and who are LGBTQ and who have good morals and moral compass always points to good  being said this is more important  and Speak louder than religion and hatred!

 Now I’ve been reading the dune books by Frank Herbert, very good books. Thus far I made some fan based on the books that I have actually read. It is very interesting not just the covers of the books but the content as well. I find that these books have caught my attention to the point where I just want to read them all the time I borrowed them from the library because I am trying to save up money if I have any money to be saved up, that being said is very important to try to improve yourself in this case with me the idea of saving would be a lot easier than going around spending all the time amount of money. I’d rather wait for something that is well worth my time IE concert or something to that effect that would be very interesting and then night in the town actually that would be a lot better than spending it on a book that I already know is at the library and I can get the only thing that I would probably spend money on would be a TJ Newman book  is hard to come from some odd reason that being said I usually like TJ Newman‘s books they usually involve airplanes and they involve a lot of action and thriller stuff is very interesting and need to read this kind of stuff but then also have down which is very interesting dude is good  to read as well as a mellow scifi booksor scifi books that is easy to read in my opinion and you’re able to go and enjoy the books and enjoy everything else. The storyline is killer and it’s very interesting to read the books to be honest. I want to read them for quite some time since I started going on this app called Fable, which is where you talk about your favourite books and stuff. It’s very interesting to be honest with you and I don’t know what I am because I know it’s so excel like adventure or something that affect that was the last reading I got from the last book I read, which was Dune . 

Dune happens to be one of the better books I’ve read other than TJ Newman or anything for that matter. I find that this is a lot easier to read. I do read a lot of romance and fantasy sometimes and some thrillers. I cannot stop reading, thrillers or romance for some odd reason, but that’s just the way my brain is Wired again, I guess someone else could think that would be a sin as well just because of the way the brain is wired, which is kind of stupid if you ask me!

I’d like people to let go of ignorance