September 12, 2024 a.m.

 

When William and Elisa find themself in love for the first time after being friendemies they fall hard for eachother but  will it last when there is a serial killer on the Loose in their small town! That will through a wrench in eachothers' plans, both as a couple and for eachother! Elisa is a young woman who doesn't think very much for her small town and the only guy to date is William, who is a loud mouthed shnook!  He is a nerd and she a goth!   But will the serial killer come after them!   Will they find love in eachother and find the killer!

That is the premise of the book that I am writing with my artwork that I may have shown you in the last post that being said is very interesting that I was able to create a northern light scene without any hiccoughs or anything. The one thing I must say is, I’m very excited about different things Tomorrow is a different day so maybe there’s gonna be a different way of going about things that I don’t know about I’m pretty happy even though 1 o’clock in the morning I haven’t had an energy drink that’s one thing that’s for sure but I’m 100% positive that that nightmare was sleep deprivation related as I had a stupid energy drink  at the time usually they don’t affect me in any way or form, but this case it did have to be very careful about the energy drink and not going too On that being sad is very strange not to do so not to go hog wild on energy drinks because I do like the taste of them is such stuff that being said I had my first encounter with an iron brew which taste like a chubby! you remember the chubby those one dollar drinks that you were drank hopefully hoping to gain weight the name throws you off funnier kid and you way about 50 pounds out 10 naturally that being said it kind of disturbing that I had a natural weight of 50 pounds at 10 years old that being said slang back the stuff the chubby so many times it’s ridiculous. I still like the chubby, but I know they cannot do anything for your weight. I am now 100 pounds I’m not giving you the exact Wait because you know what I look like. That being said it’s very interesting that a years time Would do instead of a chubby drink I still drink a chubby drinks from time to time when they sneak up behind my eyeball that being said I enjoy them. I enjoy the orange ones the blue ones taste like iron blue and that’s what I brought back to me.

Some people say that taste like tonic water with some orange. I think it taste more like a lovely chubby drink that everyone has remembered if you remembered chubby, I think you know what I’m talking about.!

That being said, I remember a lot of things when I was a little kid a young kid actually not just a chubby drinks, but the special addition Trading cards whether it be superhero or Pokémon or Digimon I enjoyed collecting them with fur and with a lot of interesting interest of finding these cars who got me in the trading cards was my nephew, Nathan, who was a very good person at one point in my life until my brother decided he was gonna screw everything up for me that might be another day but to talk about, but I don’t wanna talk about that particularly as I had put that behind me but the memory of the trading cards I’m shiny the ones that are rare and uncommon and then you have the common ones. Those are very interesting. I particularly like the rare ones because they were shiny holographic. I enjoyed those a lot. Never really got to see anybody of them if I did I was lucky but anyways, let’s see. I enjoyed that a lot. There was a lot of times I did read as a kid, you say I used to read only for school my mother would say that, but in this case that wasn’t the case, it was the idea that I was trying to read what I wanted to read, which was advanced astronomy books not to advance as they have math and equations because that is just even something I can’t wrap my head around still would be math! just trying to get me to wrap my head around math and I will not be able to because it’s still doesn’t get me very far alive. I don’t know why they teach it in schools. It’s kind of ridiculous to be honest with you and kind of stupid to be given a math lesson and class or not what to use the damn shit and real life unless you’re an accountant or a physicist I don’t think you’re going to go and start talking, about life and general about math !

That being said, I remember my father having to bribe me to watch the stars or to go and watch the Christmas lights around the neighbourhood in order for me to do any sort of math homework even as much as trying to start it that being said if I did wee bit of math, my father would get me to go out and we would go and see the stars and the Christmas lights around the neighbourhood at the time I remember that correctly to be honest with you. It was very fun thing, but it rarely happened because I would never do math, so he would have a quality time. It was kind of aggravating to be honest with you to be having to be bribed with such things to get going on math. I don’t like math to be honest with you so I never really did I ever say 2+2 equals fuck you to my father  What time and that was what I was in kindergarten and I think that was the time he almost had a stroke. I wish I was kidding about that, but that was the truth, and it was kind of disturbing to be honest with you that I couldn’t stand math worth the passion never got the concept of math , nor do I really care to be honest with you that was one Milf (A memory I’d like to forget) from childhood I’d rather not remember That being said, I don’t like math. I remember what time he really got under my skin with the math homework I wanted to watch puppies alive. It was a mid 90s I was in grade 3 at the time and I didn’t wanted you with math homework so he started yelling at me like a drill sergeant that being said I was very angry and I was getting angry by the second. I didn’t wanna have to deal with this shit so I just broke down and had a nervous breakdown and told him to fuck off I was lucky. I had the word with all the tell him to fuck off! Exactly Friday and why I do better the word milf, I don’t mean the person I’m talking about memories. I’d like to forget or flashbacks or intrusive memories that sometimes piss me off when you have PTSD it was an acronym I found on Facebook one time!

I never really liked Catholic school to be honest with you and that was before I was being bullied to death. I never like going to mass or anything like that and math was something I still couldn’t get my head around and the same thing with mass! What the hell was that about in school environment? I didn’t like going there when I had to go there on Sundays with my mother and I wondered why my father wasn’t going out the time and it was pissing me off because of my ADHD and then the idea that, I had to go to mass at school. I wish there was a Libby app there then so I could go and read a book or sneak a few words in for good measure because there is no way I could go through mass right now. If I had to holy Christ, that was bad for me was going through the services. The prayer services were beyond Sunday or whatever the hell the school wanted to it was kind of aggravate to be honest with you and I did not like it if I could, I would write a book, but I just meditate and said Manny Padham instead because it was important to just not bother with the, violent nature of the school was audio that being said I hope that that school goes under one day. I don’t like to say that about school, but it’s not very good school to be honest with you. I find it to be a very horrible school, where they show whatever created the big bang down your throat and causes a big bang in your head and drives you star craving bad. I’m not trying to be hateful, but it is not for me to be honest with you to shove nature down someone’s throat , and giving it a name of a book and a building to worship it with no that’s just not right that’s wrong. In my opinion I find that instead of dealing with religion. I think we should be deal with spirituality which is more of nature instead of Bullshit, religion, and bullshit wars that come with it and bullshit PTSD that comes with all the above is kind of embarrassing to be human and you see that these people get conflict over DNA or religion. Well, I can’t wrap around myself either of these damn topics that people kill each other over so I’d rather not bother. Try to explain it. People are dumb or the three stooges that being said that’s a human race right there is The three stooges is dumb, dumb and dumber! And that’s basically what humans are in some cases. I don’t like to be condescending to my own race of humans, but I thought we should be more evolved enough than the techno 1000s of years old versions of spirituality that should be Have been left behind in the first place they end up not being left behind except elaborated on until the point where people are killing each other and traumatizing each other over this. It makes you wanna talk my head over a wall thank you.!