After that I ended up going to the library to see what the donation books were like. I ended up finding a book called bear town. A book that I've been wanting to read for quite some time. I read the second bark. I wonder what it was called, but I'll see what it is. I think the next Book I read in this particular series was called against us that being said. That was a book after the one I am reading now, which i read before. It sounds like the old song. I'm my own Grandpa being sad. I don't know what that song is really like. Except is very complex so I read the second book before I read the first book. So this is the first time reading the first book of. Bear town trilogy and then there's the winners which is the last of the Bear towns which is very interesting for me to wanna read.But they keep saying on libby that it's too long. That
Being said I still wanna read that book for honest to god's sake would be the winners and then I would be Caught up on the bear town trilogy and I would be able to say that i've read the bear Town trilogy and that I would read it again and again.Because I would have had it for the rest of my life.The idea that I was able to find bear town What is the stroke of luck for me? Because I never thought I would find that ever before in my life. Except on Libby that being said, I didn't think I'd find a Free physical version of the book. That being said, it was very interesting to read the beginning of the better town, which was very interesting. The actual beginning is just the character's introducing themselves and stuff. I do enjoy reading books. I find these are the best ways to find knowledge and entertainment. Sometimes you're gonna find them in movies. Sometimes you cannot but sometimes it's usually better off in a book that you find the good stuff.
Also I found that I was able to go and find a bunch of other books that I Wanted to read. One was part of a series. But I still haven't found the first book of that series which is kind of aggravating but at least I found better town a couple of other books that seemed interest in on the last quite a few books. I must say that I found yesterday and it was very interesting.
Some are more fictional books about stargazing somewhere about other things. It was kind of interesting to read. I'm trying not to read murder mysteries or mystery books as they are not good for my mental health, I don't know that's just what it was said and I find that is The Truth, as murder mysteries tend to put me to Sleep at the Best Of times or aggravate me at The Worst of times I just can't stand mystery books that being said I was able to find none mystery books.
I am starting to think that the mystery books that I was reading were the cause of my dismay as I ran them for most of my young childhood up till now.A good fifteen years wasted in a nervous breakdown which I thought was ptsd but really it wasn't the case.
Other than that, I ended up going to my old Hometown where I ended up seeing some kind of cage like acting with masks of people's faces on it. It was very interesting. I will show you in the next post about that. Reason why I was in my old Hometown was because I had a dentist appointment. It was paying free for the most part this time, but in this case. I ended up with 3 cavities which were not fun. I didn't even know I had the 3 cavities. I thought I only had a one if at least nothing at all. I never was wondering if I tried well?I tried to clean my mouth and not foul language was but I just tried to clean my My mouth out as best I can with brushing and stuff, but it can't be a little dawn in my car so I don't know what 3 times a day. It's very interesting how that is a lot better to do it during each meal. And she where that will take me.
So I'm kind of on the trying to clean my mouth out kick.It might affect my language as I might not be swearing as much.It might affect not my language because I do have a chronic party mouth.I've been sad that is who I am.I'm always been a cusser at heart.
The reason why I was a swearing person as a person that likes to swear is because when I was in kindergarten and this is what I really remember was in the middle of winter it was about December 24th I still have school. They're not there and you're gonna manage to have angry. I was at the kindergarten detail for doing this to a student. So, my parents let me swear in the field behind our street that being said, I'd like to wrap out a lot and let everything flow that had to be said and motion and said, I never really like my kindergarten teacher. To be honest with you, and that's where my language of foulness started in the first place was kindergarten because one kid. Ended up having one hell of a party mouth before I caught window the word motherf* ker, Obviously. There was a limit to my swearing, but my mother tried everything with the language from toothbrush with toothpaste. Toothbrush was soaked to everything else in between to. Mad teams coming to my house to clean my fucking mouth out.
It started to settle down after a while and then when I was 12 years old it started up again. I don't know why but just did. I couldn't keep control of my language and start swearing. And I had to get it out of my chest. And that's why I swear all the time, but that I guess is the reason why I have the 3 cavities metaphorically. The other reason is because well I try to clean my mouth and it's best I can but I cannot do the best. I'm not Superman or superwoman or Wonder Woman. So that being sad I can only do as much as I can with my trap.
Also I haven't been able to write a lot because I've been writing to pen pals.I started going to write 2 pen pills to see where that will take me. Hopefully, I will make some friends. I already made one friend who suggested making a bracelet for me. Lapping so that I'll be very interesting. Indeed. But I have enough curiosity as it is, but it would be interesting as he won't be necklace or bracelet. Would look like in the first place. So I ended up asking her for her address. I have to use another address because of a security problem. That's just part of this way when I was in my. Mental health group on time. I ended up meeting someone who was just fresh out of prison and that didn't go over well..... One did not go over well with you as well.So that being said, I'm not really looking forward to going to that group ever again and I hope I don't like to be wish you were she about anything but maybe I might be wish you are she about this and see you from there.It's kind of interesting that Group was good at 1 point and then it became boring and I ended up having to do a lot of doodling and the dude lying that was what became a habit for me. I like doodling a lot. It's very interesting. I've done a lot of it over the past month. Haven't done it smart. I'm a Doctor that much of it lately. Because I've been either sleeping in or writing the pen pals. The idea of writing pen pals through the mailbox. Or snail mail is something. I want to keep alive just like my throat singing. Or whatever else I do this is something I think is a dying. Art and should be preserved if possible. Because this is important for me to do so. My kids are able to do this. I don't agree with texting or calling people. I'd rather write to a person. And letter or meet the person person if I can't meet the person in person like in a letter and that being said, be done with it. I don't believe in texting or calling unless you're bleeding and ready to die.
I've been said there's a lot of security problems with texting.I find texting is not very good because the person can track you down with your phone.Whereas with your being worth a man purse or something that can't track it down for you're in front of a damn person. That being said, I've had many stalkers from Texting, for a long time, one woman was A TSA agent Who threatened to torture me one time that being said. That's why I don't like texting and I'm very particular about texting. That being said, I don't like texting and just texting on them. Than on my phone and texting.....a wast of time.
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