September 12, 2024 pm

I was watching American history, but I was also drawing some picture, I belong to a wellness room every Friday that being said, sometimes it can be a little strong out at times not as in high or drunk, but just strung out at time and there’s a couple of people that noodle so I decided to be one of those couple of people that doodle I decided to doodle about two or three weeks ago and I’ve never looked back actually I’ve found good tattoo ideas and other goodies that may have come about it’s very interesting. That is supposed to be a mental health group And everyone there is drawing their hard out that being said is very interesting to actually draw with an apple pen! actually try to work on the old-fashioned stuff of our work traditional artwork. I think they call it on Dave and art where you do the creative things with your hands instead of just with your iPad or with whatever technology you have so I kind of got addicted to that is very interesting and I found that I was able to leave a lot of stress from this new hobby of mine instead of just trying to say I have it I have to make it. I just let it go introspect which is like one God be the same or you the same as you were when you were born the same thing with the picture and it’s not supposed to be perfect. It’s supposed to be the way, it should’ve been that being said I drew a picture of her , getting a kick me sign I was pretty interesting as I was able to go other things I was more less and yang mode mood! as the movie that I was watching was about more or less racism and anger management Marcel about anger management. It is very interesting to see the movie and actually have a having affect on my artwork. I ended up drawing these and they were very interesting so that being said, I was very interesting and enjoying the movie and. That they are work was coming from the movie that being said I just kept drawing and stuff. It was kind of interesting because then my idea of anger management is from the yin Yang!  That being said I find Yang Yang very interesting. I used to draw them all the time as a young kid and would even watercolour them. I wish I had some pictures of me doing that, but as I said I don’t anymore because I was like and what grade 2 to 5 At the time, keeping these for when I was older, but anyways, this is basically what I like to do because of this wellness room people usually talk about their problems or they talk about their day or life other week and some people like me like the doodle!

Doodling I find his phone. I try to do it every day as part of myself care thing. Sometimes it turns into artwork that will be embedded into my skin one day, a tattoo couple of them have been shown really good promises of being a tattoo one day that being said is very interesting to see where these doodles will go to, and if they’ll end up in a frame or if they’re gonna end up in a collect of doodles in a sketchbook that being said, I doodle with a pan and the only way I like to do things is with a pan instead of the apple pan from Pam and time no offence to my friend, but the apple pen has its place in time being said I enjoy a lot of drawing of  different things that sometimes the Apple has no jurisdiction and if you know what I mean like it doesn’t have there’s a time and place for everything and sometimes there’s a place for the apple pen and then there’s places for noodling sometimes you can’t just bring your apple pen to work or to the group so I bring a sketchbook and bring  pan or ask for a pan and way I go that being said it’s very interesting. What came out of my head the paper and stuff it’s very interesting. I’ve been doing a lot of doodle, and it was originally suggested the doodling for my therapist for some Alba artwork that I was going to do design Alba artwork instead of just tattoos, but went back to tattoos after I finish therapy not that I’m being an idiot, but it’s just the way I like to do things I like tattoos and piercings their therapeutic as well as the talk therapy as well as the group that I go to, but really the group that I go to I end up, struggling upon designs. I never thought I would find, I will be going there. Tomorrow would be very interesting to see who gonna be there  and who’s not!

There was one guy that seemed very nice the last time But he was going through a hard time. He just got out of prison, and I didn’t really hear that that flew under my radar and I was an idiot enough to give him my phone number and that was just a stupid idea right there. I thought he was gonna be a decent gentleman a decent person to talk to and text to, but it turned out not exactly. I really should take out my feelers and see what people are really like beforehand I mean, I did not hear about the prison part. I know he made it mistakes as he said, but I didn’t think they were that bad! So they’re being shared. I’m just gonna be doodling at the group. I wanna be one of the silent doodles at the group that many people might say you can actually just doodle. We can talk if you want. I won’t be talking very much I believe because of the idea of safety the idea that I just don’t want another debacle like I did last week where I doing everything else but doodling.!

I’ve been said the doodling has spilled over to where I live, and I do some doodling every day as I said for myself care to do some doodling do do a lot of doodling every day. Sometimes they turn it into gray hit sometimes they don’t sometimes they quotes from movies The ending of American history act where they talk about that is a little too short to be angry all the time and there is not worth it stuff like that. I draw on and stuff like that very interesting to see where this has taken me from not just artwork but Quotes that were using into my artwork as well. That being said it’s very interesting, like doodling for the simple fact as it helps your brain free itself and you’re able to go and enjoy your life and you don’t have to worry about half the crap that’s going on in life as I said just like the quote from American history acts life is too short to be pissed off all the time it just isn’t worth it. It’s the same thing with life in general. It is what it is that humans are supposed to be creative and not so much destructive and stuff like that. That being said, I find that I like to doodle more about things about anything I like morning glories  I like to draw morning glories cartoon eyes morning glories but they’re still there. I enjoyed noodling those sometimes sometimes I do other things. It depends on my mood and stuff like that but really I just enjoy doodling. I haven’t done in a few few days I was working on my blog!

Last week I ended up getting too big really big sketchbooks that I was going to use for my group session doodling that being said, I will show you what I do tomorrow when the time comes that being said or when I design a tattoo or two of these big behemoth of books that I like to use and then there’s this little anorexic one that I use that i could Careless about!

Let’s just say that 60 pages of the sketchbook are not enough for me and my imagination on my board at times sometimes I have to have more than 60 pages actually more than 200 pages or I’m gonna be cranky with the idea of not being able to draw is very interesting to be able to draw the first thing I do when I started having the doodle feeling over the screaming heads in Berks Falls that being said, I enjoyed that and I sent those particular ones which will be tattoos to the artist who created the Screaming heads Falls to see where this is gonna go wanna make a penpal relationship with this person and also to be able to enjoy hearing about his stories and becoming not so official biographer if that’s OK that being said I enjoy the screaming. I usually draw mostly sometimes but it’s very fun to draw them and to see what they look like on paper. I’m hoping to see them as I said many times that I’m gonna see them when I’m 40 years old just a good fuck you too the Grimm reaper!

Usually, I call the gram reaper the grand rip off as he’s the grand rip off! That being said, yeah, I do not like that particular entity

This is the quote I keep mentioning from American history X this is the very good point and thing this is life is too short to be pissed off all the time and Which is completely true to be honest with you hate his baggage like the guy said in the movie and I’m sorry to have spoiled the movie for anyone who has seen it, but that is a very good quote if it is worth blowing the movie because it’s worth telling everyone about this particular “that is very important he is baggage and so is anger at some point if you don’t process it properly, particularly the anger hatred there’s no place in this world for hatred nor in this universe I find that’s why I decided to include that. I always mentioned this quote from time to time, it’s very important for me to live by because really it is too short to be angry all the time and stuff like that that’s why I go to the group to doodle or talk or just hang out being said I like to do a lot of things, and some of the things in the group spill out to where I live like the doodling and trying to do self-care  is more important to me than anything else some people actually are dumb enough to say the self-care is selfish and narcissistic but really it actually helps with your mental health instead of just helping with yourself because if you can’t help yourself or take care yourself how the hell are you gonna take care of someone else ?   That is the questionn I leave with you because you have to take care of yourself in order to take of other people or else you become hateful or burnt out that being said being burnt out is no fun and I have been hateful once in my life not towards any group of people actually just wanted individual in particular who bullied me that being said I didn’t learn the art of forgiveness at the time that’ll be another story for another day!