I swear my sleep is wish washy at times The night before I was able to sleep just fine and now this morning I woke up at 3:33 AM and it’s kind of aggravating to be honest with you actually I see your angel number so I’ll just wait a second!
This angel number brings positivity, spirituality and mental peace and abundance in life. This number is considered as sacred number among all the other numbers. People who encounter this number will flourish your love life and relationship. So, whenever you see angel number 333, which means you will grow in life. To be honest, I am trying to find more mental peace in my Trying to help myself with my abundance by saving money for a trip to Ottawa to see the blues festival! that being said, I find them and feeling a lot more better even though I’m at 3 o’clock in the morning and it’s kind of sucks to be awake at that time. I have a clogged nose nothing is clogged except for the usual flam that being said, I don’t like having a runny nose and not being able to breathe when I need to breathe through my nose, I wish I could go on, but I cannot because it’s kind of aggravating just to talk about my nose how it has been stuffed up for months. Some people might say allergy that is cold or they could be anything for that matter I just don’t think of it as very much except something is more aggravating than anything else , don’t like having a cold to be honest with you because it is not my cup of tea a Covid person when it comes to getting sick so don’t even worry about that. I have no preference in diseases as I don’t like them but anyways. I don’t know where I got this monster of a cold to be honest with you. It’s pretty bad and I can’t sometimes sometimes you would think I was dead and entered the spirit. If you were to put your finger on my nose to feel the breathing I have to literally use my mouth!
I always had a struggle with ragweed season, even with my parents when I lived with my parents I found that I had a problem with ragweed, and I would cause me everything from headaches to this kind of shit, and I can’t seem to get rid of the ragweed so I might as well just accept the fact that I can’t even blow my nose that being said I wish I could go to sleep Stay asleep and be done with it and not have to worry about the whole idea of ragweed season. I really hate ragweed season to be honest with you. I can’t wait for fall and is completely gone and I don’t have to worry about it for a long time, it’ll be around October Ragweed will be gone until then. I will be happy to see ragweed disappear. In fact I wanted to disappear for the simple fact that it looks like a dandelion and it acts like an asshole! And they act really horrible nose and sinuses!
I must have a sinus infection or something because it is pretty bad that I can’t breathe through my nose. That being said I did and up writing to a few penpals while still struggling to breathe through my nose it was an easy fix, but it is what it is actually I remember one time one of my penpals on the Slowly app asked what is the meaning of life!
There are two of them in my opinion, seeking knowledge and seeking love love meaning friendship, not just the romantic kind and seek knowledge just being able to have a love of learning and to enjoy a good book and enjoying this time where you can spread knowledge as well as learn about different things is very good for life as well. That’s my idea purpose and life as well as to create! Is what I answered in the first place about the idea what the meaning of life some people actually say that the meaning of life is a procreate and have sex I remember having one person tell me that that that was the meaning of being human, which was kind of offensive on my party, even though I do a lot of smutt! I did not like the idea that the only reason to live to have sex that big said I found that very disturbing and I never talk to that person ever again. It must been a few years since I ever talk to that person nor do I really give a shit.! Is to be able to love to be able to gain knowledge and learn about different things and well. My idea for life is to create as well. I this is more important than I’d say or anything offensive!
The idea that some people think that sex is the only reason we live is kind of disturbing to me and I think those people might end up becoming serial killers or predators in the long run because they are pretty bad!
Also, I discovered it now terminology, which would be bipoc! Which means black indigenous or people of colour! I might not be black or indigenous, but I am a person of colour the last time I checked my DNA test I went as far as the all time mountains as far as my ancestry is concerned and I was pretty close to Mongolia that being said that is not particularly “white“ nor do I care because I am who I am either take it or leave it. I mentioned this many times that they’re gonna have to deal with who I am not as negative because I am who I am. I found out that ter means black indigenous, and people of color, particularly I agree with the people of colour part because I am , basically a person of colour that sounds strange to say that and I really could care less about race or eugenics or anything for that matter, but I am who I am and below will not take speech very well to be honest with you! In the fact, I fart the people who say racist things are actually below the normal standard of living. That being said I find that if you don’t give a rats ass about something that is really like DNA and stuff I find this a lot easier to just accept the fact that the person is human, I don’t mind the word bipoc Although it is a strange sounding word in a strange word, at least it’s better than some things that stupid people would say!
I know that people sometimes who say that they either put someone in a box and they’re happy as is as if they’re up possession of that person I’m gonna put in a box and label this way and be done with that. I don’t like that idea to be honest with you I find that just assinining aggravating. Why do people have to be like that is beyond me? I know I figure obsessive compulsive when you do this thing with other things that’s one thing but to put people in a fucking box because of their fucking genetics or religion is kind of a mean thing to do. It’s not something I would suggest doing in front of me unless you want to get a few teeth mess I don’t like to be threatening either, but as I said, I don’t like people putting people in a box. People should not be in a box or a certain box. I think people should be where they wanna be in first place regardless of DNA or religion! This is where my polarized will come in handy in life is that I do not believe in racism or anything else! As I said, I like the idea of bipoc Instead of saying, oh, you have to stay in the box at least this is more inclusive and less asset for me to deal with!
I said I used to live in a small town where they were not as inclusive to people who were Asian, or whatever else might be in your genetics. That being said they were very discriminative as I said, I used to be called a dumb Iranian and a dumb chink for many things. I don’t like those words, but I have to quote them because that’s what I was called And I would literally get into a rumble with these people because they were just so aggravating and I’d say just either leave me alone or if they didn’t I’d start throwing punches like they were Halloween candy is not exactly easy and I’ve had a deal with this as a kid as well. It wasn’t just as an adult!
When I was a kid, I was in Catholic school. It was a shit box because kids were calling me lesbian when I’m pansexual. I didn’t know that at the time, but still would call me every ethnic name under the sun just to see how I would fair out, actually start getting into many a fight if I remember correctly! You might call this schoolyard bullying or just plain bullshit but I call it discriminative behavior. I remember Catholic school. I was always called something every day. Something you was going to be brought upon my name or my head and I would have literally something above my head that was saying, I was whatever the hell they were saying.
Nowadays, I don’t give two craps about those types of people. These types of people are usually religious people super or intensely or jealousy religious people to the point where they will not give a crap about your rights nor do I give a crap about there is if they start in on people and I know about it let’s say Had seen someone in my town call someone of the LGBTQ spectrum as blasphemous and I found this awful and this was on Facebook thank God or I would’ve probably killed the person but that is basically why I told that person to shut up or leave. I never saw that to be honest with you in real life! Thank God, for that cause I cannot stand jealous religious people who are to the point of their hateful and they don’t want to give a shit about other peoples feelings and stuff that being said it’s not a LGBTQ just being human. It is a sin how I find to be a religious salad and a robot who doesn’t give a shit about other people And whatever else. I honestly not going to start talking about this!
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