OK, so I’m in a bit of a mood because of a lot of things number one I have Pinkeye! Yes, I have that pink eye is a pain in the ass that I or should I say the eye and it’s more or less like a staff infection in your eye that doesn’t have to eat up everything I’ll tell you what it is if you haven’t had it before and I hope you don’t have the pleasure of it!
Pink eye, also known as conjunctivitis, can be caused by several types of bacteria. The most common bacterial causes of pink eye include:
1. Staphylococcus aureus
2. Haemophilus influenzae
3. Streptococcus pneumoniae
4. Moraxella catarrhalis
5. Chlamydia trachomatis (which can also cause a sexually transmitted infection)
Viral pink eye is more common than bacterial pink eye, and is often caused by a virus such as adenovirus or herpes simplex virus. Allergic pink eye is also possible, and is not caused by an infection. If you think you have pink eye, it's a good idea to see a healthcare provider for proper diagnosis and treatment.
That basically set the tone for the day if you know what I mean, especially the number one cause of it being staff look Caucus that is my favourite bacteria as stuff Lakau is has been the one that caused me to not pierce myself ever again maybe that was a good thing but the fact that it’s back again, oh hell no I am very angry that I kinda have to stay in my own room. I can’t touch Jack shit well I can do without that. I can’t do very much with the cleaning. Anything for that matter my number one show right now is to clean out my eye literally I don’t know how I woke up with the bastard this morning! Enough about that I wanna talk about more positive things, particularly the fact that I got my tattoo booked for! Being classified a pumpkin going on my left shoulder so that should be very interesting for people who give me flu shots like I really give a shit about those people! That being said, I’m happy that my tattoo has been booked for Early in the fall, that was the only thing that was a matter to me other than the fact that my left eye was fucked up more than my brain was ever fucked up in the first place!
That being said getting the tattoo was was my main priority until I saw the monster city. That was my left eye that being said, I had a text the person who runs my group home right away because it was obviously contagious. I spent most of the morning booking the tattoo, and cleaning out my eyes still cleaning out my eyes with antibiotics to stay right now because it’s a bastard of the case they say it’s gonna be two days meeting in my room which is I guess it’s a good thing but also a pain in the ass ! At least to get my tattoo booked without any interlopers or people going around, asking me questions and me ruining the appointment and picking the wrong in the first place that would’ve given me more of a headache that being said, I found that I was able to focus more on that after I got my eye cleaned out for the first time it is real, but it is a pain in the ass. it feels like a glass right now, but anyways, I was able to get the antibiotics in for the breakfast portion of the day and then I was able to, go and focus on the tattoo and then I was able to do some music Then I watched Criminal Minds and that’s when things started to fall apart. They started talking about this guy who is killing other people well that’s one thing, but the PTSD card and be a tasty bastard is something that I can’t stand. I hate the stereotypes that people have given people like me people who have PTSD as serial killers and stranglers and everything else in between when we are just trying to live day by day and we most of us haven’t done Jack shit!
That being said, I tried to do a lot of PTSD acceptance and awareness when it comes in my creativity that’s why I find that it’s important to be creative so you don’t end up brewing on certain things and then you end up doing stuff that you’re gonna regret that being said, I don’t believe in the idea of Acting like a shithead because you have to be in pain. You can be in pain. Acknowledge the pain but do something about the pain that can be positive in the first place. Remember when I told you about my mother giving me the watercolours after a severe temper tantrum at the age of four years old and I was just trying to fix with that idea that being said it’s very interesting to see where creativity can do a lot more positivity than violence. They say that to catch more flies you need, honey. You don’t need vinegar I always say that when you always asking some asshole question or you’re trying to get someone to help themselves, but in this case it does work with PTSD if you want someone PTSD help don’t stereotype the whole bunch of people with serial killers because that is vinegar not honey. People will not wanna go around sharing if they end up talking about serial killers and stuff like that and they keep saying PTSD the cause of it well it isn’t. The serial killer sociopath or Psychopathic faker That I like to call a tasty twirl, which means a swirling bastard Who knows how to play with Chinese balls but does not know what they actually are used for that being said that’s why I called them tasty twirls that being said I don’t like these using the PTSD card to go and use it as an excuse to be a man child or a woman child and act like a shit I mean come on grow up!
I must tell you something I do have PTSD, but I am not a faker or a tasty turtle as I called these fakers. I am who I am either take it or leave it if you wanna take it or not stereotype me because then he can’t leave it. I do have bigger emotions. My nightmares are ass and annoying, flashbacks aggravating at times, but I’ve been used to this for a long time because I had this since I was basically born in a war zone that said I’m sorry I’m used to the kids with PTSD are able to cope better than adults to acquire the darned condition in the first place and act out!I don’t believe that you should be violent because you have PTSD that’s not a valid excuse as I have PTSD and I never attacked anyone physically I may have had a sharp tongue in my life where I’ve been opinion and it may have seemed like I was attacking someone But other than that, I do not believe in violence on a peaceful human being that cares about other human beings even if they have caused my PTSD I don’t really care too much for the people that caused my PTSD but you know what I mean at least I can care about another human being You can’t understand right wrong and you decide to say always a crappy childhood or you had a crappy adult hood or something of that effect it could drive me completely insane like I did not have a good day yesterday, but the only thing I strangled was those hundreds glow sticks that I can still see from here. I did some more pictures that being said you can tell I’d rather be creative instead of destructive Destructive people have excuse and it’s trauma. That’s the excuse not because they’re being an asshole…… I own up and deal with your problems own up and deal with the fact that you’ve done something stupid and maybe it would be a lot easier!
My mother said it’s easier to tell the truth than it is to tell a lie. At least you’ll get into some trouble but at least you won’t get as much trouble if you are found out to be lying!
That quote I said about my mother saying it’s easier to tell the truth and to tell a lie at least you’ll get in trouble, but it won’t be as shitty kind of “things she told me was exactly the truth. In some cases I find if you just admit that you were the jackass that you were acting a fool and stuff like that maybe things would be a lot easier and that you are a distractive person or self-destructive person but you don’t have to go and make people who are good well people who happen to have PTSD to look bad either because you have to get out of jail or you have to get out of whatever consequences you might be having in the first place I never use the PTSD card because I think if I do, I would be taking another shower right away because I would just feel dirty and scummy and I would not want to be able to see how things are gonna go with things with lying and stuff. I don’t believe in lying. I don’t like lying I don’t believe in playing cards to get out of shit I find out is for people who are really amateur and stupid enough, not to believe that they have done this particular act whatever the act would be that being said please do not use the PTSD card because I’ve, had PTSD for most of my 35 years of my life and I never acted like a jackass to another human being whether it be killing them or otherwise I never acted a fool. I always try to be the bigger person and try to be stronger and not give the other person, the satisfaction of seeing me get angry or give them the satisfaction of me going to jail for the rest of my life because I did something stupid that being said, it’s a lot easier ….. Easier to eat honey than it is to eat vinegar. I certainly wouldn’t want to try it!
It is very annoying that people would rather drink vinegar and suffer the foul taste by telling a lie instead of eating the honey that would be the truth. At least you would get in trouble, but it would be a lot easier type of thing. I’m just gonna say this right now, I wish people would stop using Mental health cards to get out of prison or to get out of whatever shit situation they got themselves in!
I always up to my shit at least at least I flush it down the toilet and say well it’s done with another. This might sound like polarized thinking, but it is what it is. You should not use the mental health card unless you are literally criminally insane and you’re like not worth saving and stuff then that might be time to use the insanity card but other than that, I would not be using it because I murdered someone because I just couldn’t stand them or I whipped to someone’s car or said fuck you to someone! The thing I said is, “ I have done it and I’m sorry. I’ll try not to do it again”. That’s basically the thing I always say I’ve done something shitty!
This being said I’m just gonna leave this part with a little bit of advice. Don’t lie about your mental health. Do not lie about anything because karma is watching and karma will come after you if you do commit these or tell these lies in the first place you will suffer at the hands of the law, but you will have the dealing with of the universe as well.!
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