Also, I have more meat on my bones. Where is when I was first starting in high school you could lift me with one hand and you didn’t have to work out in the gym that being said it was pretty sad to be honest with you that that was the case and that you were going around, feeling sorry for yourself at one minute. I didn’t want to go to drama class. I knew that as that was where I got most of the bulk of my fights if you know what I mean, there were a bunch of kids were making fun of my yakuza code of Honor, as well as the fact that they didn’t understand who I was at the time. I still don’t remember who I was at the time. I remember that there was someone on Wattpad who mentioned writing letters to yourself from the past to see if it can change the future I know you can’t time travel into the past, but if you find the pictures of the person in other words and write letters to yourself. You’re younger self there’s something about that that seems very therapeutic and I just wanna be able to see the more useful me when I was useful and I didn’t have to worry too much except for bullying, that being said, I remember being grade 9, and I got the name shÅgun! That was basically where I got the name Shogun as in the Tokugawa! that being said it was because I was heavy in martial arts when I was that age and I started to pick up a few tricks with a samurai sword from video games just the basics enough cause enough damage, but I never use the actual thing. I will use a ruler and whack it over someone’s head or something to that fact if they were pissing me off or trying to hurt me that being said, I don’t believe too much in violence that’s why I give up martial arts, and the samurai sword fighting because it was violent and it was a grass of didn’t want to seem like that, and I was attracting the wrong crowd, particularly the Japanese mafia . ……. The fucking yakuza, My skills grew stronger and stuff, so did their interest and hiring me, which was kind of disturbing Because I did not want To be associated with them except with the code of honour or dress like one on Halloween other than that, I don’t really give a rats ass about that. It’s very interesting to say that!
I find the people that do martial arts are not very good people anyway to begin with is just an opinion of mine as I dated a few of these jackasses in my time and I never really Brian Varner, who was particularly horrible to me. It was beyond high school, but still, he can pick up your insecurities and vulnerabilities. He is nothing more than daughter Triad I have met Him, but he is what he is. He is an awful human being. If there’s any good martial artist out there, he made them look really shitty, but the fact that he was abusive, he was not abusive to me, girl named Stephanie Stephi had a deal with a lot of problems herself and with the same condition I have because of my condition which is PTSD was aggravated by him Being said I didn’t really care too much for martial arts except for cobra Kai or something to that effect I didn’t think too much of this jackass he was one that was gonna go around and start knocking you and hacking on Facebook and stuff like that, it was kind of aggravating to be honest with you ! He called him sense. Jack was pretty disgusting even though he was more of a jack shit and anything else. I didn’t think he was very much human being except for maybe a bowel movement. That being said he was human waste! So you can tell when I was in high school and I ended up with PTSD symptoms I didn’t wanna deal with Japanese mafia and the violence stigma that the martial arts having this clown comes into my life about 20 years later. It was pretty awful to be honest with you that I had to say well I can’t handle it for one second I can’t deal with this because you’re rude. You’re to your shit. To be honest with you, I don’t really agree with the idea of doing martial arts not even for exercise. I wouldn’t do. It said I would do contortion because I am naturally flexible and more of my thing to be the freak show who I am and who I am and I am damn proud of us so if you don’t like it, you can screw off kind of thing because I’m naturally flexible and naturally strong if you don’t like it think I’m a walking freak so I’ll take that as a compliment just to piss you off, kind of thing.
But these were pretty much every day when I had a chance to text him and I’m not very happy about cyber bullying. Glad he had to be called out for what he was a woman beater, and a manipulator and psychopath. I don’t like to use the idea that I cyber bullied someone, but that person was bullying me. I know, too don’t make a right and makes the whole world blind all that stuff but it was very important that I ended up dealing with this before. It got worse to someone else now this jackass has someone else in his life and I wonder about her well-being or well-being has it not quite female or male or trans I don’t know, but I just want to say that , I wanna look out for or person, and if this person raises that they will know that they deserve better than this shit piece of crap
That being said, I don’t know him other than he’s an asshole and he was nothing more and he actually said something that was pretty awful to me on my 34th birthday, which was that he was a terrorist so you can imagine that I was calling FBI rcmp and all these people because I was getting pissed off right Right away if he stayed on long enough, and I had to take things into my own hands Every name under the sun that I call terrorist basically I don’t like using that term, but he said that he was worth a certain Islamic state and that made me wanna vomit. I’m sorry go down memory lane. What is that? I just don’t trust martial artist because they are sketchy people if they’re not they are very criminal and they could be criminally insane just look at Oren Ishii from Carol Bill, that would be a prime example of Machiavellian psychopathic and narcissistic piece of shit. That is a martial artist. I know some people are gonna get very angry if I say this, but this is basically my terms for martial artist is that they are just jack shit.
Nothing really happened today except for the fact I was sleeping most of the day because of my goddamn nose last night and stuff like that I don’t like to say what I had to say about this Varner guy, but it had to be called out!
I am more see something say something kind of person. It might say someone’s life kind of person I just believe in that because of my yakuza code of honor.
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