It’s midnight right now and I cannot seem to breathe because my nose is stuffed up. I tried blowing out a couple of times today or right now actually and still no luck. I am mung up in the nose to tell you the truth. I am not happy about that, having this whatever it is, I’m pretty sure it is allergies. Some people think it’s a cold. I know it’s not Covid but it’s just very aggravating things to deal with at this time is not being able. You’re being boarded by your own body and stuff actually this is not very fun to tell you the truth ! I just woke up from my nightmare and I can’t remember exactly but it did involve water boarding because it was what I perceive was going on at the time because of my not being able to breathe right with my nose. It feels like is literally pouring water in my nose and over my mouth it’s not I’ll tell you that I’d rather not deal with that ever again, but I know I will have to deal with that some point. I know it’s not my nose ring this causes it either.!
This whole idea of not being able to breathe is very triggering for me because of the fact that I was basically that’s what happened to me as a Baby is not uncommon for polarian star seeds to have gone through a lot of drama and excruciating pain in their life. In fact this is not any different for me. Is the fact that I have had a lot of trauma in my life. so what are the things that I may have been told when I was younger my black and white only good and evil thinking is also a sign of me being a Polarian star that I have not been able to comprehend until now that I have very polarize thinking when it comes to certain things like this is not a cold to me for example, this is solved on my breathing there’s no where I think there’s just your idea. I am just being aggravated to the point to return if you wanna put it that way! I’m not one Do you think in the middle or or the shades of the metal icon say fuck those ideas and just either is good or bad or good or evil that basically by take her on the world and that’s basically it!
I remember having a mental health worker her name is Cassandra Alexandra. Cassandra was always complaining about me being polarized thinking where I end up thinking either is good or it is a pile of shit and this case she never really agreed with me very much of what I had to say to me, lying was bad, even if it was a white lie stuff like that it was just aggravating to her because she had to deal with my attitude was sometimes sucked. I must admit my attitude sometimes sucked, but this I must tell you is that I did not find a place I went to in fact I’ve written a story about the place. I went to last week the one that was haunted by Hirohito! that being said that was not my polarized, thinking that was because I was spiritual sensitive. Someone who is able to feel energies and spirits or in this case with this demons or the devil I still don’t believe that people should not be denying the fact that there is a devil, but should not worship it either the idea is that the devil is an actual reoccurring thing the same with demons that are reoccurring and nature as well so you have to be very careful, very, very careful when it comes to where you end up and how it feels, if it doesn’t feel right to you, I find that you may as well just run as fast as possible and turn tail and forget about that place. That’s what I think. I usually the thing with these kind of places is that, everyone else usually likes this particular place instead of the one person that one person being a light worker star seed whatever that is able to experience these energies for what they really are. It’s kind of interesting. I wrote a story about it, but I will not worry too much about that or do you want me to forget it all right about it anyway
When I moved in to another house for the week I ended up walking into the place with something that hit me like an airplane it was the most malevolent and negative energy I have ever felt in my life! As I was trying to settle I could not because of people mentioning these creepy dolls at the end of the basement of the house! I never really saw these damned dolls until I left this accursed place! That house was not normal nor an ordinary experience as the first night we were there the alarm went off mysteriously! That was the day I ended up seeing what looked like an apparition of a Japanese man committing seppuku! I was able to see the facial features of the ghost or what I thought was just a ghost and didn’t think about it until I went to bed the next night!
Early that day I got into two fights with two other friends (this was after seeing the ghost commit seppuku), that night after the fighting I realized that spiritually I was way in over my head as I was dealing with demonic entities….as being the clairvoyant that I am I found that it was the evil Japanese emperor who founded unit 731, Hirohito himself that was in the house….he was the demon from the blasts of hell! When I was talking more and more about it the more likely that I was getting out of character and that was when I realized that this was the first sign of demonic attachment that you have not possession! As they can only attach themselves to your soul!
“I for got my healing stones in my room,” I said.
So my friends ended up looking for quartz crystals that would help me until I was either cope or get out of this nasty situation! And one of them was a black quart!
It is believed to help clear blockages in all 7 main chakras, allowing energy to flow freely through them. Furthermore, this stone has many additional benefits such as providing physical protection from electromagnetic frequencies and radiation exposure, as well as any black crystal is able to defend from negative or demonic energy!
To be honest I was atheist when my belief on the devil and the demons! I was not a Christian, Muslim nor Jewish so why should I be fearful what I thought was a man made idea! That was until I went to this fucking place…..
I came back a few crystals richer but I was starting to snap and yell at more and more people! Effectively blaming the ex boyfriend who cheated on me for opening this can of worms! I was not happy! My ex is named James by the way….. I still blame him for summoning Hirohito back to earth! As far as I was concerned the next few weeks were going to be critical Shamaniclady and spiritually as I had to do this battle with just a few ( quite a few) crystals now to help ward of the evil that I encountered!
Also I up on leave this house of horrors I decided to see this dolls that people were meantioning I said or repeated an incantation to protect my self as I took the picture of these dolls or the portal to hell as I called it! I am still very certain that Hirohito and many other demons are still in that house, evil people from history! And I think by me saying that mantra that I was able to close that portal to hell if not temporarily!
As you know I am a polarian starseed and my psychic abilities are bar none! But what the fuck I felt…..if you ever feel that kind of engery or emotion might I give you some advice! Fucking turn tail and run like the hell you are trying to avoid! That is all I have to say!
The creepiest part is that people didnot abandon this fucking fun house from hell!
And that was just a fictionalized story that I written for a book Stones and dolls that being said, it’s very interesting to see what kind of things. My imagination will come up based on these true events to tell you the truth. The whole story was not my imagination. It was the actual truth, Some of the details like peoples names and stuff may have been fudged in order to not get too much shit. I find it very important to be honest about what you write and say what you have to say.this case was basically what it was and I still am wrapping my head around this whole idea that this house was haunted and then yeah I just can’t get the whole idea that a place can be haunted. I’ve heard of this on horror, movies and stuff, but never in real life, to be honest with you was a time when I developed this cold that I have and that I could not see shake off for whatever reason known
Actually, I don’t like having this cold to be honest with you. It’s very disturbing to be honest with you to have this cold, especially after you’ve had a deal with the above fictional story about what I had to deal with as far as hunting were concerned I don’t want haunted houses the kind of walk-through like Saunders farm or when he go trick-or-treating and they’re not as, spooky or haunted as the ones in real life those ones I find are the worst of the worst ! And the words are usually the ones that are found in real life find and that you cannot help but want to get away from them as soon as possible. Some people are afraid of haunted houses that are for Halloween the fact that they are a strobe lights and stuff sometimes it’s because of the seizures, which I can understand but sometimes the people are just afraid of someone jumping in front of them and saying boo that being said well that was one thing try living what I had to live through for a week and not getting $100 or $1000 for compensation that being said, it was kind of a pain in my ass to be honest with you to have to go through and not be paid good money. This is the first time I would say that I would wanna have money in my life because as well be paid to deal with this shit to be honest with you. I did not exactly enjoy this particular haunted house. It was not like the Halloween fun houses where people pop out of the hell out of nowhere then give you candy. A real shit. This was the real deal I could deal with this to be honest you could imagine why is like on hell when the veil has, thin or left from our world to the spirit !
There are two times of the year when the They left or either and up being sooner than usual one is in May 31 the other one obviously would be on Halloween October 31 and these are the times the year when things can get very dangerous spiritually happy I found this to be very disturbing that there was May 31. I knew there was May 31, but I didn’t know it acted the same way as hell all day and the whole hell breaking loose for one whole day at least twice a year was a pain in my ass to be honest with you. I wouldn’t wanna go through this either again, but this part I have no choice where has the place I went to last week I find that I was able to contact my brother and I have a foot my door. If I should do this again I could go somewhere else really particularly brother home for that week instead of dealing with the actual haunted house that I’ve dealt with negative before and I’ve dealt with positive energy energy before I find that the more strange the place more negative the energy it is , it’s kind of sad to be honest with you when everyone else likes the same place except you don’t like it because of your abilities is kinda ablest to be honest with you that they would do that to you but not ablest as an after people with disabilities, but people who were spiritual powers instead like medium shape, or star seeds, and light work both of which I am happy said I did not enjoy the whole idea of being frightened for a whole week and not being able to sleep. One part being the other part being the goddamn ghost that was haunting me and that wouldn’t stop running.
As for now, all I have to deal with is the goddamn nose from hell that is really a dripper instead of anything else I will not grow you out on too much of the details, but you basically get the idea of the fact that it’s not fun having a cold especially this one that’s as demonic as it is it keeps coming back at least I don’t have someone who’s gonna give it back to me so that being said I’m pretty happy that I am single. That means I have a cold. It could go away and stay away, but I’m not too sure if that is the truth as I do have roommates That I live with and stuff like that it’s kind of interesting that this can be become a vicious circle. If you’re not careful, I will try to drink a lot of cilantro or pastel trying to up my immune system because I know that stuff is really good for your immune system!
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