I keep coming up with ideas for book covers just to keep myself saying the other day being yesterday. I played the tongue drum if you’re wondering what a tongue drum is. It is a steel instrument that has tong on it. That makes that being said I’ve been playing that I might play the guitar later today but anyways that’s beside the point I ended up making a compilation album and an album on which I am waiting to hear back on. I just uploaded them yesterday. That being says very interesting to me, when you’re bored and you find ideas that be a lot more than if you were still still dealing with the normalities of life but instead I’ve been dealing with Pinkey as I have mentioned before my eye feels 90% better not the whole hundred percent, but it looks like it’s coming back to my own colour way whatever creator of the universe and vented it to be an intended to be that being said that is actually starting to be good. Science isn’t always a full of crap as I would think at least side science that is because I wouldn’t have been able to have my eye go back to the same colour without the antibiotics. I probably would’ve pluck my eye out out of aggravation because it was aggravating me yesterday at least today it’s semi aggravating. I don’t know what tomorrow is gonna bring, but at least I don’t have to get rid of the darn thing that being honest with you, it was very interesting and also interesting at the same time yesterday but the only good thing about yesterday was I caught up on my steel tongue drum and was able to try to read but I couldn’t because I said my eye was so itchy is starting to heal I remember from many tattoos that it is that means it’s getting better when it starts to get itchy that is! that being said, I am on the right track as my eye is returning to its normal colour today which is pretty good. That being said some people still treat me like a leper, but I don’t blame him as this is kind of more contagious than goddamn Covid at times.
Today I’vebeen or at least this morning, I’ve been doing a lot of book cover design so I have this logo maker and stuff like that I can use to make more different book covers. It’s kind of interesting to see where this will go and I’ll be able to enjoy making more books with these book covers. I don’t know what the premise of the stories will be. I’m still trying to work on that serial killer one for example, but as I said, and also karate affair that one I’ve been trying to work on, but have not been able to do so because of, well it’s just a pain in the ass to deal with right now, but I will try my best to do that being said it’s very interesting to go and make these covers while I can still see the gunk around my eyes as much that being said, I enjoy making these things and then seeing what the profile of the story will be and stuff like that is kind of interesting to be honest with you to see where this will take me and where it will take my brain in all other words with my mental health and my creativity as far as writing is concerned as I said, I do a lot of writing because I don’t have an exploding head and it would be a lot worse than a case of pink eye where it would be more aggravating to have pressure in my head and not being able to do things that I wanna do I remember one person saying that you should not deny yourself the things you like that was mentioned about the tattoo when I decided to get it the other day that I couldn’t deny myself that without my head exploding as well being said the release of the tattoo tension was the pink eye that I ended up having which I did not expect. I have far as I’m concerned, I’m gonna be going back to writing, but it’ll be very interesting to see what I’m writing other than just this being said what will I be able to write and what will come up with the idea? I will come up with in my own time and stuff that being said is very interesting indeed to see where I don’t judge the book or the story on the cover button in this case so I have to see what the story will be about!
I know right wholesome romances instead, I write the steamy kind of romances that people usually go for instead that being said, I do like to write about not so anatomical erotic things being that it is not as descriptive as some other people as far as the anatomy is concerned, I don’t believe that if it’s for public view, especially if it’s for adults, that anatomy should be mentioned in some cases I should not even think of that I use you forms and instead of Dealing with anatomical words or even it’s kind of aggravating that people would use these terms and make the book into regular more sexualized version of a medical textbook and you can’t read it because it’s too damn smarty I like steam and spicy that being said everything nice that is how I do it. I don’t do anatomy like oh I’m not I’m not even gonna go there with that. I don’t believe in talking about anatomy , whatever and the old whatever as well does not belong in my writing although I do make it steamy I try not to bring up the fact that anatomy is in the writing so I try to do something else. Something that’s gonna be a lot easier for everyone to swallow because a lot of people these days when they do decide to write about anatomy they use Cuss words, which is kind of awful hearing that if you’re gonna write erotica that swearing sometimes, and unless the story calls for it does not exist in erotica writing being said I’m kind of behind on my writing and other things that I should be doing I’ve been doing a lot of kind of thing That being said that’s kind of aggravating and on its own I just wanna get and dive deep in the story and dig deep into the characters brain and see how they take everything that the idea of writing in the first place like the character psychiatrist as well as a storyteller !
This being said, I do a lot of taking of the brain when I can about the idea of the characters. Usually, my formula is at the main character or sometimes characters have suffered some kind of trauma, and I explore that trauma without having to deal with my own directly helping myself indirectly in a way that is very interesting. I find that this is what helps with a lot of things, I was told to pick the brain of the character that the character would be telling the story through the actions and behaviours that it is important to pick the brain of their soul and stuff that was just lovemaking scenes because that’ll kill the story and stuff of my stuff does have a lot of love making stories and sometimes it doesn’t have as much defending on what the subject matter is and stuff like that that being said, I do a lot of this for fun, but also to help with my demons and stuff because when I get into the part where I pick the brain of the character and see where The character will come from what psychiatrist will do, but without administering medication it’s kind of interesting to be honest with you to pick the brain understand the character more as well as the love part of the story and stuff. It’s very interesting. I would say more erotic romance for me instead of erotica as erotica deals with more of the anatomy stuff , anything else I find this is what helps me keep myself from going insane. Sometimes my writing is too good to the point where some people would think that it is actually the character writing the story and not me which can be aggravating at times but it is what it is .
The idea that I’ve been more creative because I had pink eye it’s a lot better than swearing and cursing and hitting stuff not that I had stuff but you know what I mean feeling sorry for myself as that is the one main purpose has to be a Juggalo, Society will fall apart if you feel sorry for yourself and what not that being said that is what the real criminals do is feel sorry for themselves. I find it if you creative you will not feel too sorry for yourself and that you will be a lot better off let’s just I’ve been listening to the insane clown policy for about almost 20 years. That being said it’s been a long time since I first listen to the insane clown policy and I never turned back as their messages, even though the lyrics might sound violent and off putting at times so I find they have a good message that convey a lot of things like trying to have a chosen family instead of the idiots that you’re stuck with in the beginning as well as trying to be creative instead of destructive self-destructive I mean or other otherwise trying to be a contributing member of society, as well as the idea that you should be respectful and loyal to the friends you have and stuff like that it’s very important to me that this is conveyed in someway!
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