When I woke up I was petrified as I had a colossal night mare! I won’t tell you the nature of my night mare but it was pretty bad if I was paralyzed with fear! The idea of this was unknown to me as I was with nothing that was stressing me out except for the one person who would not stop talking to me! To be honest I feel overwhelmed that I can’t go swimming as that everyone and their fucking dog will be there! So I am taking a break!
My behaviour hasn’t been the best of late science the fucking demon house and being reminded of it! That being said if someone brings it up or the painter that cast us to that infernal place I am to ignore the person talking about it! I found that I was over welhemed and morning are ususally to relaxing and I over slept and felt like there was not enough time to relax! That being said! I am learning the art of walking away and ignoring the person causing these feeling s in the first place! It is hard but after a while it feels good to be ignoring and hear silence when he realizes that I am ignoring him! Some taught me that yesterday! That being said it feel good to have the upper hand! Also what might not be helping me is the fact that I let things linger for to long and I get angry long of the shit show is over! So I am trying to work on that! When I think about this the ignoring of the aggravating person it feel also too good! Like I should have done this a long time. As I was going to do some writing. This morning! I have been writing this book called the karate affair:
When a Japanese karate master sensei falls in love with a peasant girl! Will their love be tested???
For most of her life, Mai-Lin was taught Japanese karate, by one Satoshi Ichi! By the time she 20, she finds her self falling in love with Satoshi she is surprised that he feels the same about her. While in Vietnam, nothing will rival their love but when he goes back to japan, things change! Will he love his long time student or will he seek someone else when he comes back to japan!
Will mai-Lin find another love? Or will he come back for her!
That is basically the idea of a bookm that I am writing!
I also am making more book covers thanks to Matter AI, I’ve been finding that I’ve been able to make more as you can see With the phases of the moon, the other is a rose with blood dripping off of it. The other one would be a flower or a rose actually to be exact with stars on it. It’s kind of interesting how this is gonna happen when you’re interested in Ai when you’re being lazy! And need a quick book cover! It is interesting we’re a quick flick of the imagination and facebook Messenger can get you from boredom to enjoying Matata AI. I find that this is very interesting for me to do because I didn’t think of things and don’t have to spend hours at it. I enjoy doing this a lot and just seeing what it’ll come up with for example I don’t know what I might come up with later on with this.! But it is fascinating for me to do this idea! Usually, I’ve done ai art but with disappointment when I decided to going to for the for meta ai I was going ti I enjoy this for there this for sure at his was interesting with the idea of ai art when you feel a lazy ! To be honest I decided to go swimming and I find the idea that it might be relaxing after I shit night like last night ! I don’t know what triggered it was beyound me ! I had it a good day yesterday! I was on a boat ride that idea! If being around water it is has spiritual energy that is powerful!
Water has a very spiritual energy. That is very powerful. I find I’ll write up a thing about that, but it is very interesting. How water can make you a calm and collected and feel better about things when I was on the boat ride yesterday I felt like I was going to fall asleep. It was very interesting to see Where are you can be stressed out for one second and then the next minute you can be almost falling asleep because of the idea of water. I find this very interesting in need and I would like to do another boat ride here if that is possible, but I don’t know that would be next year‘s problem Was kind of interesting to see that even though you’re not in the water yourself with a water sign it’s very interesting to be honest with you of being a good mindfulness and helping you with your anxiety it’s Interesting! I heard that water was able to help the spirits and other things that are very interesting. I might have a water sorry as I said I have a north node and Pisces and that being said it’s very interesting to see that water actually helps me calm down idea that water is spiritual calling is very interesting indeed for me and I’m able to, relax without having any problems when I’m on a boat I’ve had the same experience with a cruise ship when I was on a cruise as a water helps me a lot a lot of different things The idea that I’ve been calm down many times while water was very interesting. Also, when I go swimming with my friends at my place that I find that I can flow easily without being bothered. I am able to float and try to relax. It’s very interesting. I remember the Buddhist non-trying to float, and she trying to float and it was very interesting. Indeed I do the same thing for my mental health, but then I end up having dreams of these water nons as well or flashbacks of me being Asian country is kind of interesting to be honest with you certainly wasn’t Japan. It was another Asian country that was causing me to have these flashbacks when I go float in the water is kind of relaxing to be honest with you.
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